its been awhile

yea.... a long while. i dont really know what to say, nothing super cool and exciting has been happening.

i took up guitar and singing again. im getting pretty good at it by now, maybe when i finally have the money ill buy a webcam and post some vids. or something.

i dyed my hair again. its dark brown. itll prolly change soon.

I have a job, too. i'm an in home caregiver, working for ihss. my clients are four special needs kids who are the highlight of my life. their mom is not the highlight of my life. i work my ass off for 8.15 an hour, and according to my history teacher i have one of the noblest jobs out there.

the oldest and third oldest kids have cerebral palsy, and the second oldest and youngest have spinal bifida. they're the happiest kids i know, and they're taught me so much in life its just insane.



this guard season has been pretty bossy. its been stressful, and now competition season has started! we had our first performance on sunday, and our first competition is on saturday. i might just create a special, "winterguard" section of this blog if i dont decide to switch to another blog hosting site in the future.



thats about it, ill post more later, ya'll!

haha, another one of the spears clan fucked up!

I can't stand this anymore. now, ya'll know i LOVE britney spears, but what ya'll didn't know is that i LOATHE jamie lynn, whos only SOMEWHAT famous because of her older sister.

and now.... shes pregnant! and she wants to tell it to the world!

you know, REAL 16 year old try to hide the fact that they're preggers. nope, not jamie lynn, she even has a six page spread in OK! magazine. which is most likely the most pages she'll ever recieve in a magazine.

i can't wait to read this article and weep-from laughing my ass off. im sorry to all the jl fans out there... well.... not really.... but i dont think shes a star. at all. youre not a star if youre only on a CHILDRENS show.

oh... and her quote on premarital sex?

"I definitely don't think it's something you should do; it's better to wait, but I can't be judgmental because it's a position I put myself in."

hold on, hold on... wait... WHAT?! why the hell does she think she has ANY right to say premarital sex is bad?! because she's a "celeb"? oh my gosh, honey, you wouldn't be anywhere NEAR where youre at now if it werent for your big sissy. if she DEFINITELY doesn't think you should do it, when what gives her the magical right to do it anyway? did she think she was infertile until her body was ready because shes a godly celebrity? and God loves celebrities SO much, that hes sitting up there thinking, okay, well, she wont get pregnant.

give me a break. and then she says she going to raise her kid in her hometown, so the baby can have a "normal" life. please. the only thing normal about that kids life is taking a shit.

and whats really depressing, is how everyone is "aw, omg, poor jamie lynn, she made a mistake, lets help her out"

if you lived outside of some fantasy land your sister created for you, peoples first view of you is "shes a whore", and your life would be over.

but, nope, i keep forgetting that the spears' dont exactly LIVE in the real world. i, personally, think jamie lynn should get a huge slap to the face. but her community is used to it, "oh, we have 13, 14 year olds running around with kids"

....what....the....fuck.....

that town has REALLY got some issues. they all deserve a slap to the face. and get this: one resident said, "next time, use a condom"

as if to laugh off the pregnancy and say, "we're letting you off, but next time..."

my readers, we are living in one fucked up society. and we're, once again, showing that celebrities are amazing people who dont do anything bad.

until next time....

sources:

http://www.vh1.com/news/articles/1578525/20071222/index.jhtml

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071219/ap_on_en_tv/people_jamie_lynn_spears_2

I lost my best friend :'(

well,yours truely got into an accident on Friday. a car accident. and now.....well..... the trusty bitch mobile may be.... totaled.....

and what really sucks is that nothing cool happened like, massive engine damage.

no.

the guy just HAD to hit the PERFECT spot to completely SCREW up one of the best cars i could ever possibly own.

want to learn the story?

alright.

so i was heading to school. and running late. which makes me mad. cause if i wasnt running late, i could have avoided it all together. or if i didnt rush and took the time to put my contacts in, also.

anyway. the stop sign thats right by my house is where the accident accured. and old man ran that stop sign. and hit my car.

dirving the minute it took back to my hosue was hell

i pretty much cried the whole time. and then had a panic attack. oh yea

fun times.

so now im out a car, its getting inspected tomorrow.... and i might not have the bitchmobile anymore.

and i deleted the pic i have on my computer, and i dont feel like going through my buttload of images on photobucket, so youll just have to wait. ill post a special blog with all pics of me posing in and around my car, too.

yea, im a model.... lol

something interesting happened!

FINALLY! something neat has happened!!!! andrea and i will be having a photoshoot this saturday! total excitement, right?

we met a photographer who was loking to rebuild their portfolio because his computer crashed and he lost all of his work. so he moved back to sacremento (he lived in la), and posted an ad saying he was looking for models to recreate his portfoilio. its a free gig from both sides, which i dont really care for, because out of the 500 shots we will have taken of us on saturday, we will have about 30 portfoilio quality shots.. which is good. because getting a professional headshot and body shot done is EXPENSIVE!

After i get those pictures I will potst them for all of you to see!

and I'll be making link buttons so you can spread the word!

Another neat thing..... i have a job interview at sears tomorrow at 5!

its been awhile

but im not dead!

ive jsut been busy being out of town and what not.

and nothing really eventful has gone down in awhile.

but!


i went to youth group for the first time ever tonight. it was great!

im totally excited for next week!

its nice to finally be surrounded by people with the same beliefs as you.

i even got tackled!


until next time, when my adventurous life kicks up again....

santa, and retarded pet owners

so on my way to the mall, i had a good time.

seems as though today was "lets drive like fucken retards!"

almost got into an accident or two. maybe three.

but what really got me is getting on the freeway to go to the mall was this guy in a four door pickup getting on the freeway. what a douche.

for one. he had his dog in the bed of the pickup.

two. the dog had no means of restraint. not even a leash.

three. he was on the goddamn FREEWAY. what insensitive prick would do that to a dog? especially when theres all the storiess of dogs getting seriously injured or killed.

the safest place for a dog is at home. and if you HAVE to take them somewhere. put them in the cab of your truck. dotn want to get your precious truck "dirty"? then put a fucken blanket down.

too many dogs get hurt everyday due to insensitive assholes like this guy.

and santa drives a shitty little minivan and parks like an idiot.

i saw him today. i parked next to him.

that beard is not fake.

goodbye

Dear Chico High Band,
wow. these past few years have been a blast, but i just cant do it anymore. the waking up at 6, having to take showers a night because i dont have enough time to take them in the morning. and the whole, "yea, the entire school gets to sleep in an extra hour, but you guys still have to be there at 7:30" thing is just.... no. two hours of practice? i dont think so. not when youre a brass player with the smallest mouthpiece. fuck that. and the constant freaking out of your head honcho because something that sounds simply amazing to others still isnt "perfect" to him. so you ahve to play the same 3 measure over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over again.
and then, when it sounds good enough....
"oh, lets play it a few more times. muscle memory. practice makes perfection."
im a dancer, anyway. and hopefully, with enough HOME training, a singer.
and what REALLY gets to me? the fact that when it comes time for chair tryouts, a certain biased asshole decides that, "hey, even though my student is a shittier player than another player, im going to have my student be a few chairs higher while the better, more experienced student gets last chair. again."
ive talked to veteran members of your band, and its the same story every year.
don't get me wrong, its been a great three years. but, well. i just cant do it anymore.
thanks for the 10 extra elective credits, it allows me to ahve a free period first period... more sleep!
sincerely,
the pissed off tired of it all musician whos going solo